Paranoia: The beginning. (open)

[Jesus Of Suburbia]

Kyoko had been in the white dessert. She hadn't been able to control her powers. She couldn't hold her thoughts. which was necessary in controlling her powers. She sat down,bringing her knees to her chest, her hands going over her temples as she closed her eyes. It was like a whirlwind inside of her head. She had been feeling as if she was followed. She hugged herself. She had been hearing taunting voices. She had been more clumsy then usual, every time she fell something laughed at her. It pointed out her mistakes.

She had been having the feeling of just going insane,and killing everything in her way. She let out a shout in pain clutching her had. As crystals burst from the ground, then went back in, it was just doing that over again, she couldn't stop it as the crystals appeared everywhere, disappearing and going somewhere else.

[Jesus Of Suburbia]

She stood up. As she stared towards the sun, a strong gust of wind hit her. Her point being proven as she hit the ground. She let herself lay there. She was trying not to break. As her past flashed in her head.Her ill mother, A tombstone flashed in her head in front of her mother. A rose falling. It seemed all in slow motion. Aiko and Nikki. Then both of them being shot to death. Her bodice twitched. An explosion. She sat up. Her death. The rose hit the tombstone. She cried out loud holding her head tightly. What was happening to her? Your going insane A voice inside her head taunted. She cried again. "Who are you?" She cried to herself. No answer. She stood up wiping the tears from her eyes. Why can't it let me be?
She couldn't keep going on this way, her death flashed before her eyes, causing her heart beat stumble as she fell to the ground again. What was happening? She could see the blood of the innocent in her hands. All over her body. she could see herself. She was truly a monster.

[Mizore Shirayuki/Kyori Arjan]

Halibel Was Wondering around the desert due to her tedious fellow espada.she was getting tired of being around them so she decided to get Some Time to herself. she didnt really care What the Male espada did.she just looked at them as fellow comrades and gave them equal respect as they did her.



She then began walking into the Desert. She could see through it pretty well. she coudlnt help but hear a Crieing voice and was curious to see where the voice was coming from so she used her sonido to find the voice quickly. she did have some sympathy for her female arrancar. and from the cries she heard it sounded like a female espada. she then seen the female arrancar kyoko laying on the ground. she stared at her for a few and came over and seen her. she did not look like herself at all. she looked frightened. like something was going on inside her. she then leaned down at kyoko and put a hand on her head pulling her coat down a little showing her face with a short smile. " is something wrong Kyoko-chan?". she said trying to soothe her.

[Jesus Of Suburbia]

A crystal came from the ground an inch from her. She looked up standing up. "F-f-orgive me Halibel-sama..." She whispered. As she dusted off the dirt from her white uniform. and wiped the tears from her eyes. "If I disturbed you forgive me.'' she said bowing tot he woman, She winced as there was a laughter the echoed through the halls of her mind. Bouncing wall to wall.
No. No forgiveness. Only pain and agony, Kyoko. Suffer. Suffer like you made the htousands you killed suffer. That's how you should suffer. No faith, no hope.Her eyes widened staring at Halibel. Collect yourself Kyoko, you can't let your emotions run rapid.

She breathed in and softly exhaled.

[Mizore Shirayuki/Kyori Arjan]

Halibel looked Back at her and shook her head assuring her that kyoko had done nothing wrong. but she could tell that something was out of touch with kyoko by just looking at her. " you did nothing wrong but it seems something is raging inside of you or something's going on. is there any way i can Help Kyoko-san"?. she said with care hoping there was some way to keep her calmed down. she was not use to seeing this side of the purple haired female arrancar.

[Jesus Of Suburbia]

Kill, Kill Kyoko, stop running from yourself. kill her kill every other arrancar, every other shinigami. KILL KILL TILL IT'S ONLY YOU AND ME!"Shut UP!" she cried out. as she dropped to her knees cradling her head. Crystals danced everywhere, some went to kill her others surrounded Kyoko. Making a barrier around her.